To Vent
Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 8:29 am
Get out your problems, your inward thoughts and anger. Doing it hear won't hurt anybody and it'll help.
Mr. K,
I love you. I hate you. You saved my life twice and I promised you I'd protect every single one of them until I died when you left. You saved my life....saved it again....I should always love you....and yet I can't stand the anger that burns inside of me when I think of your face or hear your name. How long have you been gone now and not said anything to me; or to THEM? I could understand that you could forget me, my name, my life; but THEM? Spare them, if anyone, because they love you too, and all they've wanted is the best for you. Yet you're silent. You sit in your cozy new home in your perfect, new, little town as we freeze up here, literally and emotionally, because of your isolation and your walls that you had no problem in making. "Here's my new phone number," you said, yet it's out of order. "Here's my facebook," you said, yet you haven't checked it in months. Do you care? Is your new family our replacement now? Do you care about my promise, about my oath, about my damn vow that I've been keeping for YOU? You've forgotten. I'm so sick that you're so happy...And I know it's terrible for me to be, but I am. I wish you cared.
-Gale
Mr. K,
I love you. I hate you. You saved my life twice and I promised you I'd protect every single one of them until I died when you left. You saved my life....saved it again....I should always love you....and yet I can't stand the anger that burns inside of me when I think of your face or hear your name. How long have you been gone now and not said anything to me; or to THEM? I could understand that you could forget me, my name, my life; but THEM? Spare them, if anyone, because they love you too, and all they've wanted is the best for you. Yet you're silent. You sit in your cozy new home in your perfect, new, little town as we freeze up here, literally and emotionally, because of your isolation and your walls that you had no problem in making. "Here's my new phone number," you said, yet it's out of order. "Here's my facebook," you said, yet you haven't checked it in months. Do you care? Is your new family our replacement now? Do you care about my promise, about my oath, about my damn vow that I've been keeping for YOU? You've forgotten. I'm so sick that you're so happy...And I know it's terrible for me to be, but I am. I wish you cared.
-Gale
(Don't let this soft moment get to any of you guys' heads! -.-)